Fattness

Why do we girls always complain about how fat we are. I always ask Russ "does this make me look fat?" "Is this too tight?" "Is my stomach getting bigger?" I have always fluctuated in my weight and I am sick of it. I have almost gained back the 10 lbs I lost last November. Can't I just exercise consistently? Can't I just eat healthy always? Can't I have fast metabolism? The fact is that I like to eat, I have slooowww metabolism and i Hate exercising. And I am married to a man that likes to eat more than I do. So it is a lose lose situation. I have never been a very active, sporty person ever; in fact I am not very coordinated so i do not enjoy physical activities. I wish being on the computer would burn calories because I would be one hot mama. It also doesn't help that this Utah weather will not cooperate and just get warm already. I still just want to snuggle in my blankets and never get out of bed and hibernate away forever. I wish we had windows in our apartment. Living in a basements deprives you of natural light and I think that makes you more sluggish. I can sit here and complain all day about how I feel fat but what I really need to be doing right now is doing something about it. What do you do when you hate exercising, you like food, you have slow metabolism? I don't know. Russ does not ever want to exercise with me either. But do you know what girls do when they are depressed with their weight. they eat more....